My Greatest Fear

Can't you see how broken I am?
Can't you see I am not getting younger?
Can't you see the pain in my eyes?
Can't you see the tears

All they see is smile when I cry.
All they see is laughter when I grumble.
All they see is determination when am broken.

I can't even feel my heartbeat
I can't hear myself
But I know I have lost myself
I can't really tell why I am like this

But the greatest fear I avoided
That greatest fear I saw in people.
The greatest fear already took me.
I lost myself.